Day 30 – The End.
Captain’s last log.
Day 30 – The End.
11:29 p.m.
The day is almost over. A month without alcohol. Like I mentioned in my last entry, I can’t believe it. It went by so fast now that I think about it. I. Did. It. I was able to prove to myself once more that when I want to achieve anything, I just have to put my whole mind and soul to it. It was a good reminder about how strong my will power is – a nice refresher about the kind of strength I possess. It’s quite comical I actually made plans to go out to celebrate tomorrow. I am going to drink? Most likely. I even picked out what I wanted to drink once I hit my favorite bar. However, to be completely honest, I really don’t have that much of an urge to have a drink. If you have followed my blog during this month, you know that I have been going through self-exploration and analysis of my own persona. I believe I mentioned in one entry that once I took alcohol out of my life, it got to the point that it became irrelevant due to the fact that I found other activities that were not only fun but healthier too.
People lose hope many times in my life – I believe the latter is not fair. So one of the reasons I engage in these types of personal challenges is to install hope on others – to let them know sometimes in life you just need to commit and put your head into whatever it is that you want to accomplish. I guess there’s nothing more to be written in this Alcoholic Diary. If you had followed me so far, thank you for the support. If you’ve just skipped around from entry to entry, I also thank you. Regardless, I hope my Sober adventure not only entertained you, but also helped you reflect on various aspects of your lives – and regain any lost hope.
- L
